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(((i dont usually make posts like this but this is really fuckin important to me)))

So these are pictures of me (i have the darker hair; in the last picture, i’m on the right in the stripes) and my best friend, Anna (she has the lighter hair; in the last picture, she’s on the left with the Jaws shirt). I’ve been best friends with Anna for 3 years now and honestly, I would build a ladder to the moon for her.

She’s the funniest, kindest, sassiest human being that I’ve literally ever met, and she understands me. She knows things about me that I would never even dare telling my family.

This past February, I became bulimic. I was so insecure and I absolutely loathed myself, so I turned to extremely unhealthy eating habits. This went on for a few months, and I realized that keeping it to myself was literally destroying me. So, I knew that the one person I could trust was Anna.

Within a couple of weeks after I told her, she made me feel like I was worth something. I would tell her that I was tempted to purge, and she’d either text to me, or walk to my fucking house, which is at least a mile and a half away from hers. Now, I haven’t purged since May.

She always talks about how she wants to grow up with me—how we’re going to graduate high school together, go on road-trips together, get tattoos together, be bridesmaids in each others’ weddings, and buy a really tiny apartment together and figure out how to make it work…but lately, she hasn’t talked about the future like that anymore.

Anna helped me, and now it’s my turn to help her.

Lately, Anna has been thinking a lot about suicide. She’s got severe anxiety and she has admitted to me that sometimes, when she’s walking across a street, she wishes that a car will hit her. She says that she feels like literally nobody cares about her, because she is not beautiful or worth anything, and it honestly scares the shit out of me.

I don’t think I would ever be able to live without her in my life. She’s the most beautiful, kind, worthy person I’ve ever known—she helped me recover from an eating disorder, for fucks sake—and I just want her to see that.

So please reblog this to show Anna how many people think she’s worth so much.

PLEASE REBLOG. I’m going to show her this on Christmas (if it gets notes) just to show her how many people think she’s wonderful

So REBLOG THIS IF YOU THINK ANNA IS BEAUTIFUL.

PLEASE reblog this guys.

*SIGNAL BOOST C’MON*

Friends are magical in many ways~

When I went through something hard, my best friend of 13 years stood by me. So to lose that friendship and her would kill me. Reblog this, because what if it was your best friend?

These are the people I want to help so much because they amazing beautiful and are meant to be on this earth cause they can change the world .

((You can get through this, Anna!))

((You can do it Anna! You are beautiful inside and out! there are over 7000 of us who care about you and want you to stay on this planet. And they one person who wants you to stay  the most is your best friend, she loves you, we love you, please stay.))

//From one person who has considered suicide to another. You are a wonderful person for helping your best friend through the problems she’s had in her life, so let us help you through what’s going on in yours.